no ♥

alot of opportunities has been coming up for HWC,
and its really a good thing..
jipaban, maybelline..
and i think it's really good to have come so far.

anyway,
why are they so so so so many deadbuyers recently!! :(
i usually only have 1/2.
this few weeks
i have like 10 over deadbuyers.
CCB.

kangkang brought his friends over for MJ.
and i overheard,
they're playing so damn sloowwww..
i miss mahjong!

in fact,
i missed alot of stuffs & ppl.

but definitely not DURIANS.
have been eating it for 3 consecutive weeks.
no, 4.
past 2 weeks mdk is the one eating though.

and speaking of mdk.
he dowan me already.
and im very upset about it.
he REALLY dowan me.

so i hope you people can go and email him, msn him, fb him,
and tell him im actually a very nice gf,
and its a mistake that he doesn't want me anymore.

PLEASE!
u'll have good karma de!
^____^

i hate quarrels with mdk.
and hate the things he say during quarrels.
i believe i say mean stuff too.
but he's definitely more mean.
AND MORE HURTFUL.

thinking of it,
i still wanna cry :(

i cant decide if i love him / hate him :(

PUI.

anyways, since im such a 可怜虫 now.
who wanna accompany me on this sat!
isa & her husboon is watching iron man 2 at town area.
and i offered to take care of nel for her while she watch iron man.
but now that mdk dowan see me already,
i got no one to acc :(
PLS TEXT ME.
im sure u all love nel as much as moi do! :D

and also.
i need someone to accompany me to the iluma flea on sunday!
promised felicia & yina i'll head down with mdk.
BUT NOW :(
who wanna acc me?
and buy me koi?
iluma got koi.

I WANT KOI :(

i thought of who can acc me already!
my underground friend!
shioks!!
shall email him! :D

im still very very VERY upset :(
i presume a cry to sleep week :(

and my mother says..