toilet is like my 2nd home

ever since last sunday
i'd been running to toilet every morning -.-
just to lao sai.

very painful one leh my stomach.

today's one was best.
the pain started since ytd night.
and the fucking shit didnt wanna come out.
so i went to bed with a bad tummyache.

less than 5hours of sleep.
run to the toilet to lao sai.

lao sai-ed so many times today.
horrible.
and the pain was....
also horrible :(

i feel my asshole burning now T.T

im sorry i have to tell you about my shitting experience.

just feeling sick today.
and even more sick now cos of some stuffs.

i dont like it when people do things,
knowing it'll hurt you.
but they still carry on doing it.
like,
WTF.

and i don't like it.
when i dunno you well.
and you probe too much about my personal stuff.
and scold me vulgarities jokingly.
yea
i scold strangers vulgarities.
but you're not close enough to use vulgarities on my personal life.
you're not even a friend.

i had a bad monday.

my mondays & tuesdays are always bad.
i dunno why.

anyways.
im just sick of everything cos im sick.

you get the drift?