12.50am

i;d launchedddd!!!

http://herwalkincloset.livejournal.com/42447.html#cutid1

if you love me.
please buy all those available items.
i'll love you back too,
HAHAHA.

locked my blog for a day.
and it gives me peace!

was feeling very upset ytd.
so i locked my blog.
delete my fb profile pics.
stop going twitter.
delete my tumblr.

i just wanna isolate myselfff
pffft.

and it felt good.
surprisingly.

i dunno why i have a facebook account sometimes.
owells.

what do you people do when ure unhappy?

i think i imagine stuff alot.
when i walk in the streets i imagine.
imagine a car jam braking.
imagine chocolates start falling from the sky.
once i imagined the couple in front of me stopped kissing and the guy start slapping the girl.
HAHA.
no offence k.
its just my imagination.
i tend to be weird i guess.
really weird.

for the very first time.
i slept pretty early on a monday.
i told myself to do the collage on tues.
send mailing list on tues.
launch on tues noon.
awesome feeling.

dont havta rush on mon night.
sleep for 3 hours then wake up to launch.
so tormenting.
k tormenting is too harsh.

but i guess i did sleep well yesterday.
probably the first night i didnt cry to sleep thinking about that incident on fri.
prolly cos brother lee welcomed me to sleep in his room cos i tell him i dont dare to sleep.
HAHAA.

im feeling much happier already.
i shall think of jokes to make u people laugh tmr then!

meanwhile i'll pack my parcels.
count my money.
and carry on being a broke kid.

i still owe my mum 2.5k T.T
i can go kill myself.

this means i havta save for like 5 weeks without any extra money.

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE BUY FINISH ALL MY STOCKS?
please ah please ah.
haha.

i shall go load ps man.
and reward myself with blue tonight.

i wanna 谈恋爱 with blue lan. :(