bahh

there're somethings.
which i dunno.
im ok with it.
is it cos im used to it.
or cos im really ok with it now.

for example.

in the past.
i'll get agitated and very paranoid if mdk add new girls on friendster or facebook.
if mdk comments on girls' fb / friendster.
and i'll be like
'why i dont have?'

anyway i always dont have one.
i kinda dont ask why anymore.
HAHA.

he likes to share his love with others.
HAHA.
just joking.

but now.
i dont feel that way anymore.

if i see that he adds a new girl.
of cos i'll go and see how the girl looks like.
look at the mutual friends.
if its a random person.
if mdk's online.
i MIGHT di di siao siao and ask 'whos her, fling ah?'
but now.
i think i'll just grumble to myself,
and go do my stuff.
sleep and the next day i'll forget about it.

im no longer how paranoid i used to be.

i prolly understand now.
legs are his.
he can go anywhere he wants to be.

but wells.
who likes their boyfs who go around adding random girls right.
i think its just a girl thing la
no girls like it.
but i dont really say anything (now) cos it doesnt bother me liaoz.
HAHA.

and even though im blogging about it.

its just cos,
i feel im so different than the past me in this rs.

but i dunno if its actually a good or a bad thing.

that i dont bother is cos it really doesnt bother me anymore,
or cos im too used to it last time.

hahahahahaa.

anyways if mdk dowan me already,
i still got my blue & andy lau.
HAHA.

did u watched the last ep of ps man?!
it finally ended!
and they had sex!
AWESOME.