expectations

its ridiculous.
when people inform you last minute to meetup.
have gatherings.
AND EXPECT YOU TO TURN UP.
people whom ure not close with AT ALL.

is it that hard to get the hint.
that i aint replying to the texts.
aint answering to the calls.

and what i got was.
'they say you very steady one. but u also another pang seh kia'

ERMS.
do u even know how to use pang seh in the first place?

i never agreed to any of the plans.

AND NO.
I DONT NEED YOU TO ORGANISE A BDAY PARTY FOR ME?!

AND NO.
ITS NOT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH FRIENDS TO ATTEND MY PARTY.

crazy people.
really siao.

and ya.

i very not steady one cos my stead dont allow me to go out with people whom im not close with.
especially guys.

BAHH.
gimmi some air.

AND I HOPE THIS PARTICULAR PERSON IS READING MY BLOG.

your message did get through every morning without fail.
its just I DONT WISH TO REPLY.
be it student plan.
stop wasting ur energy in typing the message.

bahh.

IM SO ANNOYED.

i dont like being forced to gatherings.
i dont like being forced to go there just to entertain them.
just to show them my stupid tattoos.
just to show them my nails.
or just to show them how i twist my hands from backwards to the front.

YEA I USED TO DO THAT IN PRIM SCHOOL.
and it freaked alll of them out.

AND THEY WANNA SEE IT AGAIN.

AM I A CLOWN?!