imma mean shit.

HOYU DECIDED TO SPONSOR HAIR CARE PRODUCTS FOR ME!!!!

FOR ME TO BLOG ABOUT IT!

AM I THE HENG-EST SHIT BITCH EVER!!!

 i never say im always nice.

so this is the mean bitchy side of me.

i think its very mild cos im not gonna say any names out.

BUT.

people who cant take it and still living in their fairytale world.

PLS CLOSE MY BLOG LINK NOW.

im gonna preach to you.

KARMA DOES EXIST.

have you ever been bullied by your school mates?

be it prim sch, sec, jc, uni.

being an outcast and all.

some of you might be shocked.

I WAS AN OUTCAST.

ever since i start to 懂事

i was the outcast.

from prim 4 till sec 3.

i think i practiacally dreaded school and cry at home silently.

cos nobody wanna friend me :(

even those who stick with me from prim 1!!

they turn their backs on me.

cos this particular cute adorable short girl dislikes me.

COS I REFUSED TO GET HER THIS CUTE PEN FROM MY DAD'S SHOP.

and i refused to help her buy laksa during recess (i was a prefect, so i can leave class 5mins earlier than the rest for recess)

she short. alright, petite. looks very cute.

sweet voice. and very act yi ge nice in front of ppl.

SO.

she dislike me lor cos of those 2 incidents.

and the whole group of my friends started not talking to me cos she instructs them not to.

SEE MEAN ANOT.

there were quite a number of incidents she purposely make people to hate me.

which i dunno why.

and end up every of my friends stopped talking to me.

some really disliking me.

and some just afraid cos they might end up friendless like me.

CAN YOU BELIEVE I SPEND 2 FUCKING CHILDRENS DAY ALONE!

anyways.

im glad i met teko.

my time was occupied crushing on him.

and making stupid calls to him.

it lets me survive my horrible prim school life.

and THAT'S something GOOD that happen to me.

so yea.

that bitch had her karma anyway.

she ended up in a pretty lousy sec school.

kinda lousy poly / jc.

and i think she didnt make it to local uni.

or rather, she didnt went to any uni  :X

k la no offence to those people.

but YES.

im mocking at her stupidity.

CUTE & EVIL = gets you nowhere darling.

there was once she even msn me and said.

like when i was 15/16.

she said this.

'i dunno what happen, then you all suddenly bu li wo'

OF COS LA.

she was practically manipulating everyone to hate this girl hate that girl.

she'll end up getting hate please.

she dont look cute anymore.

kinda look pretty old for a 21 years old though shes short.

but i havta say,

her karma not that horrible leh

she still is PRETTIER than me in most people's eyes i guess.

BUT WHATEVER.

im showing her pic to mdk tmr and mdk will say im prettier.

beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

and i love deluding myself.

i know.

some people will say.

'the problem lies in you, since so many people dislike u'

DONT COME AND TELL ME THIS SHIT.

i was perfectly nice.

just that everyone was jealous cos they THOUGHT i came from a very rich family,

as my teacher told the whole class my dad drove a mercs so i dont have to tell her im poor

(that time she asked for donations, and i said i have no money)

anyways, the mercs wasnt papa's anyway.

he stole it from his neighbour.

HAHAHAHA.

im just joking.

it was my grandpa's.

so yea.

im just fine lor.

everyone said im sociable ok ever since my teenage years.

and i believe all my uni classmates like me too,

except for those studious ones cos they prolly hate doing projects with me.

im nice to hang out with,

just not that nice to study with.

OK FINE. MY BAD FOR THAT PART.

and here comes the secondary school part!

ALOT OF DRAMA!

i was being outcast-ed AGAIN.

i really dunno why.

am i that dis-likable? :x

i THOUGHT i can finally have a new life in sec school!

end up i getting outcast again by my group of friends.

T.T

eh xueli, can u tell me why u dislike me?

hahahahahaha.

anyway, its over already.

and im nice to people who are nice to me.

but to those other bitches.

who acted nice in front of me.

yet scold me a hypocrites.

say i act chio buay chio

HOW DO U EVEN ACT CHIO WHEN URE IN SEC SCHOOL!

i look horrible when i was sec 1 and sec 2.

cant find those pics anymore to scare you off,

but i was without fringe.

HAHA.

wtf.

people laugh at my long face.

my weird lips & mouth.

i even had braces!

and it was the sec school when u kana backstab by so so so so many people.

owells, i skipped recess (AGAIN) cos i have no friends who wanna acc me eat.
NO RECESS IS HORRIBLE.
im undergoing puberty know.
i need FOOD. AND MORE FOOD.
i cannot tahan no recess one.
i'll die of hunger.
REALLY.
so can u imagine my angst when i have no friends to acc me to eat!!!
it was very BAD for me.... :(

im thankful i started hanging out with the XNGs the other time.

AND.

people bitched and said i only hang out with chio people.

now i reckon, they're really jealous.

isnt it good that u hang out with pretty babes?

who genuinely treat u as friends?

thats my AWESOME good karma.

o anyways!

and now i realize how makeup does wonders.

and now i look at their photos.

我要很厚脸皮地说

i used makeup to enhance my looks,

whereas they use makeup to cover their flaws.

HAHA.

KARMA FOR SAYING IM UGLY

FOR SAYING IM A HYPOCRITE

FOR SAYING I ACT CHIO BUAY CHIO

FOR BACKSTABBING ME

FOR NOT FRIENDING ME.

im a sickening petty bitch la.

i cant help it.

KARMA LA.

now i see their foundation gao gao.

and how falsies doesn't even make their eyes look prettier.

or how their foundation are like 3cm thick on their face and it totally look so off.

im glad.

i might end up looking like that if i hang out with them.

im still glad.

i wasn't part of them.

sigh,

nobody likes me.

and just in case u say its cos they're using high resolution camera,

and its unfair

and im being a hypocrite again.

nah here u go.

i swear i look 100 times better than them now.

i always do,

but they never want to admit it.

i console myself,

they're jealous.

HAHAHAHAHA.

ok la, perhaps the only bad karma i have was

they're all in uni now.

and me?

NTU - QUITTER.

hahahaha.

in a bad way - dropout.

BUT WHO CARES.

im so much happier now with all by cookies and creams and bitches and sluts who accept me for who i am (:

and its really sad that among all those friends that i have conflicts with,

they're tons.

and now im only still friend with one person - xueli.

im glad about it.

and this post is nothing on attacking her.

i dowan stupid people who read my blog and go spread untrue stuff about me again.

this is just for all the others,

who i haven kissed and make up with.

HAHAHAHAHA.

shit you for screwing my childhood and teenage life.

thank god for karma.

that im living such a better life than you sluts now.

signing off.

with love much.

eils.

ps. im just joking about the hoyu sponsor.

im just a HUGE fan of hoyu hair products.

i hope hoyu google my blog and make my dream come true.

yeay baybeh.