fuck ALL my friends' boyfriends.

i don't bloody care if she ACCIDENTALLY SEE THE MSG.
and then didn't see the carrie part.

or that YOU FORWARDED HER THE WHOLE MESSAGE.

i made my stand clear.
I TRUST MY OWN FRIEND.

what bloody pissed me off was.
if you are UNHAPPY about anything.
WE CAN EXPLAIN.
I CAN EXPLAIN.
SHE CAN BLOODY EXPLAIN COS I SAW HOW SHE FUCKING CRY AND GIVE IN TO YOU EVERY BLOODY QUARRELS.

not telling me its ok.
and telling me to call you and send her to your place if she's drunk.

and then doing all these.

WE ARE THE ONE WHO CLUB WITH HER SINCE EONS AGO.
WE ARE HER FRIENDS.
ALL THE MORE WE KNOW HOW WILL SHE ACTS IN CLUBS.

your accusations and past ordeals you had is tormenting your whole relationship.
which i really give a fucking damn in the past,
but now, maybe not.

if we can see how much she had change for you,
i don't see why you can still be blinded by the past.

i can accept you telling me in the face.
'BUT I DONT WANT HER TO GO'

then fine.
I RESPECT THAT.
we will can even ask you along.
or if you still aren't comfortable,
we can even cancel the clubbing.

BUT.
not ALL THESE.