it feels like a friday

 

fermelle chua needs to stop looking so chio.

and sultry.

haha.

 

this is better.

hahaha so i whatsapp-ed this to kenny.

to make her jealous.

and she revenge back!

 

kenny with maybelle :)

anyway, i dunno

it feels like a friday to me today.

im pretty tired liao.

cried so much today.

it has been long ever since i cried in front of any friends.

i always, sob one corner cos i dont want anybody to upset.

i just want to blog and say the things i feel.

and i don't want to be called names or even, be blamed for anything.

and using my blog as a weapon to shoot me down.

is even worse than anything someone can say to me.

my blog is here for a purpose.

for me to rant. 

and a space where i can pen down my feelings.

all those victimizing shit.

is blatant insulting and hurtful.

anyway, i just had a very very very bad night.

and im still pretty upset.

though i feel cushioned.

everybody, qinaide, baby ferm, lili huay, even tby. 

met gwen, and i am thankful for her listening ears.

i guess i really eat alot when im upset.

i gobbled down the kaya butter toast.

then she said the curry toast was good too.

and i ate them all.

it was nice, cos i had other stuff that was bothering me.

and at least i can tell her.

just great, to have a friend be there when u are down.

im still upset though.

but really tired.

shall pack parcels and sleep then.