out of goodbyes.

im so fucking in love with this song.

fucking fucking FUCKING NICE.

anyway, haven't been blogging much cos i've been very stressed.

saving up for the advert with cleo, which adds up to a 5 digit amount >.<

consoling myself that everything will be WORTH IT.

and contemplating on opening a retail outlet...

which my dad is most likely gonna object.

but isa baby was supportive!

anyway, it's just a dream to open a retail shop.

i wanna open with my own money.

but.. just.

not that easy.

mehh :(

and cos all manufactured stuffs are coming.

AND I OWE SUPPLIER SO MUCH MONEY.

i feel like crying.

balenciaga has to wait.

muimui wallet has to wait.

FUCK.

i hate it when i want to buy things but i have to think about the FUTURE.

and... i think im falling sick.

which is real bad cos i wanna party hard for baby ferm's bday tmr.

and.

there isn't much happy things happening to me lately.

been repeatedly pissed off by some cockster.

empty promises.

lame excuses and whats not.

just fml.

aiight, done ranting.

hwc huat ah.

i huat ah.

HUAT AH.