tears.

 

:)

 

woke up to your message and tears just well up again.

been days, ever since i slept well.

its the process, its the process, i keep telling myself.

but, process of what.

fuck these.

once again, you're not around at my lowest period of life.

im used to it, so very used to it.

but the message, just let me know that it happened again.

you said you knew i want to be fight for.

you said you knew everything will be ok if........

you said. you knew. i knew. you knew.

or when you said im just afraid of being lonely.

how ludicrous.

i thought. i really thought. 

times like this, i reminisces the good times.

cos those are what that edged deeply in my mind & heart.