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心，还在隐隐作痛。

woke up just now.
read things that fucked me up again.

I guess, I mastered the skill of not breaking down anymore.

thank god.
his reply came at the right time.
thank god.
his words of comfort filled my broken heart with warmth.

it doesn't hurt that bad I guess.

and smlj amazingly woke up and text me too.

it's normal.
everyone tells me whatever I am feeling now is normal.
I hope so?

im afraid of getting crushed.
so I'm just letting my heart rest while it can.

I gave up.
I'm not good at games.

talked till now.
u don't know how much you cheered me up.
thank you ;)

smlj asked. how I forgot PeiRu?
I blocked her from everywhere.
then she asked.
did u managed to forget her quick enough?
yea I did.
just that I'll still miss her once awhile.

then she said.

do the same for mdk.