Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Running you down won't make me feel any better

The number of malicious things i can say, infinite.
But running you down won't make me feel any better.

that said, im glad the girl i ASSUMED he's seeing now is such an exhibitionist.
not much CSI need to be done.
but another part of me just wished her twitter was private.
then i probably won't feel much emotions.
HAHA.

the emotions im feeling are, complicated.
but mostly, in my mind im just thinking.
WTF, WHY AM I SO NAIVE TO BELIEVE IN THE SAME SHITTY LIES?????

well, memories still stay.
no matter good, or bad.

its good though, im always fickle minded.
its GOOD.

be positive eils, positive.

anyway, some pics taken few weeks back.









isn't my niece the cutest thing? :)
oh ya, family gathering yesterday.
fucking hungry,
and still hungry after dinner at this restaurant in ion.
but, really pretty tea cups & all.
lol.



look in between them and u'll see a handsome ang moh.
that's the purpose of this pic.
HAHA.


me and girlgirl.


the cute tea cup & isa baby showing off her $14k ring.
HAHAHA.

anyway, pretty unhappy today.
and was asking smlj.
it's normal right, to be upset over these.
and yea, she comforted me and said it's perfectly normal.

i dunno, i cant block memories, as much as i want to.
and yucks.
the places they go, the things they do.
were the things i liked doing also.

but, its not like im dragging another guy, or dragging wx to do those things with me.
but ugh.
i rather do new things with my future bf.

ok, what am i kaobei-ing or unhappy about?
i honestly dont know actually.

if he actually brings her to that mbs garden shit thing.
i'll pass him an award man.

for the Nth time,
i cant believe i tried letting my heart take control of my mind.
and the result.
SAME.

what are you thinking man eils.
honestly.

aiight, thank god for pgg.

No comments: