lunch last friday with yina.
i love to order a lot of food with her.
but dont really finish all.
but yummy!
OTAH HIDDEN IN THE RICE.
she was saying it will 'heat' up the otah.
lol.
this woman ah......
and, i love talking to her!
she don't judge one leh!
muahs <3
love you baybeh, why you so awesome.
super big picture of yong kang ge ge! (:
called him to come down to help me take my stocks.
soooo sweet right :)
he was sleeping btw.
hahahahaa.
so strong!
WEE YOU WEE!
so, evening was wicked!
wicked was awesome, except for the first 10mins.
but the countless apologies made everything better.
honestly, i'm not hard to pacify.
some people just don't get it.
as angry / negative you feel towards a person, when you do something to hurt her.
you should prolly just bring down all the ego you had, all the negativity you had and pacify her.
that's what i feel la.
future bf, please get this in your head.
haha.
unedited pictures!
awesome or what?
^___^
bringing smlj to here tonight.
muahs <3
y'know, i grew tired of fighting to be the first.
last time when people bring others to places they been with me,
i get really upset over it.
then i self comfort, ok at least im the first.
but now, im not even the first already.
hahahahaha.
i dunno, i get tired easily.
and recalling back this night.
butter. st james. ..
i feel very cheated and hurt again.
i think my dad tried to cheer me up in a very unique way yesterday night.
he walked in my room, caught me crying, and silently walked out thinking i didn't see him.
then he went back to his room, walked out.
and asked why i haven pack my stuff out of his room.
and that he's gonna pack it for me.
the usual me,
i would have 'papaaaaaaaaaaaaa,'
whine, and gave him the puppy eyes while i laughed.
and i just 'orh' him yesterday.
then he silently walk off again.
is he cute or what?
and my lil sister, she just silently walk past me and roll to the bed.
i think my family are nice to me.
they don't disturb me when i cry.
if it's me, i think i would have bomb my lil sister with questions again.
and maybe prepare a knife to stab aloy.
HAHAHA.
anyway, cried till my head was splitting.
cant sleep well.
and i woke up at 5am today.
i guess sleeping well will never be an option when im upset.
but thank god for that few hours of sleeping.
it drains my emotions away, the negative ones.
everyday i wake up, i feel less upset.
alright, i shall look forward to tonight (:
what's the rationale in using another person to move on?
love is not a game.
and my future bf, if you are reading this.
NEVER, EVER COMPARE ME WITH OTHER GIRLS.
because once u compare,
all the past sweet nothings that you said.
those words of i'm the best you ever had, etc etc,
will just be plain bullshit.
i'll even start doubting if you really did love me,
or was it because i was BETTER than the other girls in your life at that time.
and... don't tell me how those girls have other guys in their life yet they chose you.
and dear future bf, if you ever exist.
DON'T BRING OTHER GIRLS TO PLACES YOU EVER BROUGHT ME.
or, just don't let me find out.
just buy me j.co donuts if u ever upset me.
or flowers.
or sing a song for me.
or draw me a card.
or text me a 100 times i love you.
or write 100 times forgive me (must be forgive me, not i'm sorry)
or come down to my house.
and alot more.....
if you treat me nice, i'll treat you better.
so if you think i treat you like shit, it's most likely cos you treated me like cow dung.
and, LAUNCHED! :)
why the response is so badddddddddddd.
move so slow.
tsk!
please buy!
if im worth it, prove it. not do it on a condition basis. because i have a heart and i can feel,
whether it's true or not.
because if you love me with your 100%, i'll love you back with my 200% and more.
cos at the end of the day, who had been the one breaking promises all along?
not me.
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