Thank You

Thank you to,

Rhino, Wan.

Jesslyn, Alicia.

Hui Kiat, Yit Wei.

Mark, Dexter.

Melvin, Timon, Kang.

Sandran.

Q, Winson, C.

Sok.

Dex, Sarah, JunKai.

James, WX, Brandon.

Teddy. Sofian.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

SMLJ.

a very big proof that i was sober still, cos i remembered all the people i saw.

in order somemore (:

not all are my friends, not all i talked to, but all that played a part in distracting me.

keeping me occupied.

making the tears stop.

when was the last time i cried in front of smlj?

i think quite long ago.

but, thanks for the company.

thanks for not bringing anything up.

thanks for the distraction.

thanks for the hugs and kisses.

thanks, thanks for everything.

and I woke up to someone's compo text,

and felt very comforted.

very.

why are there so many kind souls in my life?!

please bless them with a happy life.

and beth,

you fucking owe me one. 

i dont care.

and you, the one who caused these tears and inflicted these pain.

you fucked me up and i got nothing left for you to fuck anymore.

nothing.