If you can't solve it, it isn't a problem. It's reality.

 work.

where my boss was late for an hour and i was starving outside the shop.

hahaha.

but it was tiring, and kept me occupied.

don't have time to emo.

anyway, had been spending more time with my nieces recently.

and i think im no longer biased towards nel.

i tend to spend more time with lia nowadays.

but both of them are still very adorable, still my happy pies <3 

 

in case u dont know what i did.

i stuffed the balls into her dress and gave her boobs.

i did this to both nel & her.

hahahahaha.

C cup ftw!!

 

and i feel like jiaozi now.

a very unhappy jiaozi. :(

after work, went golden mile for thai bbq with the bosses.

their treat! yay!

but i was the lightbulb between the 2 couples.

and i cant help but feeling upset,

the only time i eat bbq is when someone's there to bbq for me.

today there is, but it just didn't feel right.

but, thankful for them nonetheless <3

especially mr ah xian.

hahaha.

had been feeling very unhappy these few days.

i either cry myself to sleep.

or get myself drunk and ko.

lol.

work again tmr!

i plan my timetable so full.

i just hope i don't have the time to emo.

i dread this year's valentine.

knowing it'll be the day he's proposing to her just make me wanna gag.

ugh.

i felt really offended and insulted when someone said i just want a guy for vday.

little did he know that i actually dread vday.

not cos im single.

and, i actually have school that day.

ok, i'll spent it with mel.

then i'll crash his lecture and flirt with his classmates.

that's the plan (i haven even ask if he need to acc his gf anot).

LOL.

ugh. fucking unhappy.

going back to do assignments.

oh and back to her.

the world is so small.

and when people i met bring her up.

i just feel ............

a mixture of complicating emotions i guess.

im in an abyss of misery.

meh.

even meh makes me sad now cos someone innovated it into mah.

wtf.