Drained

im soooooo tired.

stayover-ed at the hospice yesterday.

slept like 1hour?

then mummy's turn.

but afterwhich i zonked out at 10am while she recite those phrases for aunt.

my mum and I are superwomen.

woohoo.

so here i am, clearing emails, trying to rush so my saturday will be good.

cant wait to see that idiot.

and, i no longer feel that hurt or unhappy when i see pics of him / them 

prolly still sour.

but there's even still a slight tinge of happiness.

im weird i know.

ok, back to clearing emails.

and smlj, i miss you so much :(