Mid-Week.

 

still the prettiest pen i have :)

met junying today to sing k! :D

 

bad hair day + peeling right eye :(

shi sad de.

 

pretty girl.

i wanted to roll my eyes when she asked me to look at her thigh fats.

like honestly?! honestly?!

girls, really have issues with their body man.

 

Floral blazer from TVD!

i love it cos it matches my Also wedges.

hahahahaha.

 

i wasn't kidding about my bad hair day.

evidence there.

hahaha.

 

nel b!

pretty niece in a good mood and wants to camwhore.

heh.

she makes me happy, all the time.

***

and i just fought some inner battles with myself.

i'm happy with my self discipline, most of the time.

not when i'm drunk definitely, but yeah i'm good at it as i grow older.

and, there's still so much i wanna rant. 

but meh, i know i'll just wake up feeling happy again tmr.

haha.

this sleep and self heal ability,

i gotta thank mdk for that.

definitely a good thing.

it makes letting go, so much more easier.

i fear being close to people.

and this fear is innate.

i hate it when people around me become oh-so attention seeking.

i hate it when i know it will happen and i still let it happen.

and, time passes really fast isn't it.

i guess i just hate may ever since then.

took me so many years to admit to this but yea.

tonight, i'm sober, and i actually want to send so many blank messages.

and it frightens me when i think that way.