.

 so unhappy.

anyway, kitty birdie is sold out islandwide.
and ebay is selling at $20+ for a bloody $3.90 plushie.
MEH.
why didn't i get it sooner :(

i'm soooo unhappy.
i feel like i'm dispensable.
i feel i'm not important.
i feel my feelings are relative to shit to some people.

and as i walked home, can't help but ponder why am i in the exact same shit i told myself to get out last time.
great.

it's not about what you didn't do.
it's about what you did.

and when i thought u were different, why prove me wrong.

just because i don't say doesn't mean i don't hurt.

 

can't help but snigger when my brother sent me that.

BAH.

i can't believe it actually hurts so bad.

fuck these. 

and... that someone who went all out to help me find that birdie.

i am sooo sad. :(