meh...

 

i miss my longer hair.....

and. 

eyelash extensions. 

damn.

 

anyways, my dad is telling me.

'you're gonna be prettier next year'

hahaha.

just something to share from my presentation last saturday.

im proud to say, i did well.

i don't want to sound very hao lian, but yea, im actually quite good at presentations.

heh (:

so anyway, i touched a lil on my jaw surgery.

anyways, my tutor said im actually a very confident person,

and i most likely grew up in a very full-of-love environment.

yea, i do.

growing up makes me realized how spoilt i am.

and how much my family actually loves me.

y'know, we always will go through that particular stage where we feel nobody loves us.

hahahahaha.

which then leads to my next topic.

yesterday i tweeted that it's been near 2/3 years since the divorce.

ppl who know me of cos know im referring to my parents.

but.

i don't see how attention seeking is that tweet.

how will i not feel upset.

3 years, 5 years, or even 10 years.

i can tell you, i'll still be upset.

i'll FOREVER be upset over their divorce.

but i live with it.

the more i talk about it,

the more it's hard for me to let go.

WHICH IS WHY I TALKED ABOUT IT.

what's with those accusations, assumptions, and judgments.

fucking piece of shit.

that said,

may karma fall on you.